Chatper Four

Eventually we ended up leaving the resturant earlier than we'd plan lastnight. I didn't even taste the food because i'd lost my appetite after seeing Demetri all over Ashley right in my face and it wasn't like he didnt notice that I was there because he turned and looked me in the eyes then turned back to Ashley. It was like he didnt care about me or my feelings as he kissed and played with Ashley, I guess I should have seen it coming but I was so desperate to know what it feels like to be happy again that I was too blind to see that he was no different from anyone else. I guess it's just a smiple normal part of life where people screw you over and you just shrug your shoulders and move on right?

I climbed out of my  bed and looked through my bedroom widow, Today is Saturday, I went to the bathroom and looked at my reflection in the mirror before stepping into the shower. I didnt look any different from yesterday but my masscara and eyeliner had made underneath my eyes black because I cried all night lastnight. I stepped into the shower and had a showe then got out and dried myself carefully, I looked into my closet and dragged out the first pair of tracksuit bottoms with a top and a sweatshirt. I got dressed then dragged on a pair on converse, brushed my hair back in a ponytail and dragged the hood of my sweatshirt over my head then added a massive amount of eyeliner and masscara to my eyes. 

I grabbed my iPod and headed downstairs, as I was going through the door, My father called out from behind me.


''Where you of to?'' He asked


I didnt turn to look at him as I responded ''I was going uptown with Katy'' I lied


''You two are friends again?'' He asked surprised


''We never stopped being friends'' I said with a shrug


''Well, tell her I said Hi''


I rolled my eyes and slammed the door behind me on my way out. The last thing I needed was for my dad to remind me that I'd lost my bestfriend to Zoey Connner. I didnt have any plans to go anywhere so I ended up going down to the beach. I took a seat on a rock at the beach, on the far end of the beach away from everyone. Everyone on the beach was dressed in their bikinis but I was dressed in full black. I reached into my pocked and took out my iPod; Stuck the earphones in and tried to block everything out by listening to my music. I was sitting on the rock with my eyes closed; trying to block everything out when all of a sudden someone dragged my earphones out of my ears. 


''WHAT TH---'' I said as I turned around to see who it was but stopped when I noticed that it was Demetri sitting on the rock beside me and smiling at me. He smiled at me; gazing into my eyes, His dark green eyes piercing into mines and keeping them locked on his. I wanted to reach over and kiss him to remember the soft feeling of his lips, My lips were trembling as I felt his cool breath brushed on them.


''Hey'' He said with a smile then winked at me.


I rolled my eyes and got up from the rock then walked away. 


''Hey, Wait up!'' he called out from behind me


I ignored him and carried on walking.


''What did I do now?'' He called out from behind me, annoyingly


I carried on walking, still ignoring him then all of a sudden, something hit me across my stomach, causing my legs to collasped and I ended up falling into the sea water. I got up and gasped quickly then looked up to find Matt standing over me. ''Are you okay?'' He asked, he didnt even sound concern at all


''Just Fine. I'm perfectly fine'' I said miserably as I got up.


My whole clothes was wet now, My hair was wet. 

''Forget the looser Matt, she said. she's fine'' Amber called out from behind Matt. Amber is one of Ashley's wannabe's. Fountain falls was a typical place and so was the high school. You had the cheerleaders, the jocks, the nerds, the goths, the sluts and the wannabes. I rolled my eyes at Amber and walked off; I could still feel the pain in my stomach as I walked and I knew that a bruise would be left in it's place. 


''Anna!'' I heard Demetri called out from behind me.

I groaned annoyingly and turned around to look at him with my lips pressed together. I tried not to make eye contact with him because if I did, I knew that all my reasons for being mad at him would disappear. 

''Are you okay?. that surf board hit you pretty hard back there'' He said with concern written all over his face 


''I'm fine.'' I said with a shrug


''So do you want to explain to me why you've been avoiding me?'' 


I pressed my lips together and gazed down at the ground; refusing to look him in the eyes. I wanted to scream at him about how he hurt me when he was with Ashley lastnight but the last thing I wanted was for him to think that I am one of those girls that get jealous over everything. 


''Anna?''


''It was Nothing. I guess I just got up from the wrong side of the bed this morning'' I said with a nervous laugh.


''Okay... Well, I've got a good day planned for you. C'mon'' He said to me then he walked over to me and took my hands in his leading me to the exit of the beach.


As soon as our hands touched, I felt a electric shock run through my arm, but I didnt grasp my hand away because I loved the feeling. 


''Do you mind telling me where exactly we are going?'' I asked


''My House'' He said then he turned to wink at me


I gulped nervously and tried to allow a smile to form across my face. His car was a Chevrolet Corvette 2009 a black one. I looked at his car in surprised then looked back at him but he just smiled and opened the passenger door for me. I climbed into the passenger seat and sat down then dragged my seatbelt on. Inside his car was clean and smelt exactly like him; I loved it, it was like I was inhaling him. He climbed into the car then put a CD in the CD player then he started the engine and drove off. 


The song panting pictures by Adele; suddenly started to play. I looked at him surprised ''You like Adele?''


''Erm......................Yeah. Call me a sucker for depressing songs'' 


I looked at him and smiled, ''Wait.'' I said seriously


He turned to look at me alarmed ''What's wrong?''


I laughed ''We actually have something in common''


He laughed too, then we both started singing along to the song

                 I can feel the pressure pushing onto my heart     
And it's teasing me
So scratch my itch and beat my drum
So i can start to begin what's begun....

Demetri drives fast. Really Fast, so we reached to his place in about 15 mintues. He lives in a gated community about an hour away from Fountain falls which is where I live. He looked at the young blonde attendant at the gate and she smiled and waved him in. He drove to the top of a hill then made a left turn, quickly followed by a right turn then he stopped at the end of the block called ''Willow Tree'' He killed the engine then climbed out of the car. I tried to calm down my breathing as I climbed out of his car. The community looked so posh and different from Fountain falls. Demetri reached over and pulled my hands in his, I turned to look at him and smiled nervously. He guided me to his house; the one at the very end of Willow Tree with the beautiful white roses and manicured lawn. I didnt wat to skulk or draw any unwanted attention to myself so I just strolled along with him as if I've been here before. 


His house was huge ad painted white with golden double doors, It look like one of those celebrity houses that you'd see on MTV cribs. He reached into his pocket and pulled out a key then he opened the door and took my by the hand and led me into his house. I tried my best to not stare mouth opened wide as I looked around his house. Inside was painted white, there was a huge gold chandeller up in the ceiling and huge white couches with a glass table in the middle. I tried to not gawk as I looked around his house; it looked so much like an hotel. ''Maybe his family is rich'' I thought to myself, but it didnt look as if Anyone elese was in the house. There were't no family pictures on the wall or anything, It just looked plain... ''Maybe his family is out and anyways you don't want to meet them'' I said to myself. I felt a cold pair of hands pulled me around my waist, I smiled at Demetri then he led me up the stairs and into his bedroom. 


His bedroom was also painted white and he had a huge queen sized bed and had a shelf filled with books and a huge walk in closet.... All the clothes in his closet seemed to be black, He smiled at me then went into his closet and then gave me one of his black T-shirt. I looked at the T-shirt then at him confused ''Get out of those wet clothes'' He said with a smile then he reached down and kissed me on my cheek


''It's fine, you know. I'm almost dried'' I said


''Just go put on the T-shirt please'' 


''Haven't you got anything long sleeved?'' I asked, as I remembered that I had scars on my wirst and arm because I've been self harming for the past two years to deal with the pain of loosing my mother and sister. 


''Nope'' He said


''Okay'' I said nervously


''Bathrooom's across the hall'' He said

I left his bedroom and as I was heading for the bathroom, I noticed that it was dark in one of the rooms. I looked around to see if he was behind me then I stepped into the room. It was dark in there; I searched for the light switch then switched the lights on. He had two huge book shelves filled with books and they were pictures all over the walls. I looked at one of the pictures on the wall, It was a auburn haired woman with green eyes and a dark haired man with blue eyes and in their arms were two twin boys. I smiled then looked at the other pictures of the two twins, there was a writing at the bottom of the picture that read ''Demetri and Damien Contostavlos aged 3'' I looked around the room then left quickly and turned the light off. I got changed into the T-shirt and went back to his bedroom, I wanted to ask him about his family and wether he was a twin or not but I didnt want to be all up in his business.


I took a seat on his bed and hid my arms behind me then he reached out and grabbed me by my right arm and I yanked my arm away in pain; at the fact that he'd just touched one of the scars that haven't been healed yet. He looked at me confused and concerned then he slowly reached for my arm and looked at it slowly. He didnt seem surprised or anything as he stared at the scars on my arms..... I pressed my lips together and tried to not look him in the eyes. I was sitting there waiting for him to call me a freak and maybe kick me out of his house but instead he looked me in the eye and said as he stroked my face gently ''You never have to do that again'' then he pressed his cold soft lips against mines.... I kissed him back tenderly, He was kissing me and stroking my wet hair....


Okay so maybe I am falling in love with Demetri but can you blame me? He's just so sweet, sensitive, sexy, charming and he accepts me for who I am. When i'm with him, I don't have to fake a smile because any smile that comes across my face is real and it's caused by him. He dropped me home and within 10 minutes, he was parked infront of my house, I felt dissapointed and sad at the fact that I was home after spending the whole day at his house.......He made me something to eat and we watched Much ado about nothing. He said that it's his favourtie movie and it's also mines, so far we have two things in common. We both love Adele and love shakespeare. I turned to look at him; hoping that he'd kiss me or something but instead he reached over and pecked me on the cheek ''See ya on Monday'' He said


I tried to hide the disappointment on my face as I climbed out of his car and headed inside my house. I stepped inside my house and took my time as I climbed the stairs because I was still dressed in Demetri's T-shirt and the last thing I wanted was for my dad to step out of his office and ask me why i'm dressed in a males T-shirt. After reaching into my bedroom, I had a shower and got dressed in my pyjamas then logged onto facebook (Which is something I have not done in ages. Social networking was never my thing but I was in the mood for facebook) 


When I logged in facebook, I noticed that I had a friend request from Demetri Contostavlos, I accepted him without thinking about it the went straight to his profile. His last status was a minute ago and it said ''I had a great day, Thanks to her, she's special'' I smiled to myself as I remember how amazing my day was with him. We talked and laughed, I felt so comfortable around him. I went to his photos and clicked on his album labelled Life. There was a pic of him with a red headed girl, her hair was red like fire and she was dressed in leggings and a top, there was always another pic of him with a light blonde haired boy with blue eyes and the same girl but her hair was blonde this time. They were all dressed in black, he was dressed in black in all his pictures. Then there was a pic of him with him...... There were two Demetri in the picture but one of them was wearing a leather jacket and the other wasn't. The one wearing the leather jacket was tagged as Damien Contostavlos. I clicked on his name and went to his profile. It wasn't Demetri but the guy looked exactly like Demetri, nothing about them was different and then I remembered the picture I saw at his house of him as a child with Damien. He was definetly a twin but why didnt he tell me? He didnt even mention his family to me or anything. I was at his house from 10am to 9pm and no one came.... no one called....